Jonathan

Back Again~

2006-11-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

HI~~ lol siao liao.. can someone help me with my blog?? Find that got difficulty in reading it cos like all joining together with the top.

Was working @ various courts like SengKang, Toa Payoh & Bukit Timah.First say bout Toa Payoh de cos i work there first..Ppl there was alright as they do help each other whenever u need help.So not much comment over there..<.P
Second is Bukit Timah,everyone was alright only a person named as jeff.Hair slant to a side n yet walk till so ya ya.. I was like,NNB feel like beating him but haiz.. bo bian cos work there dan need their help in sales..Than leh,the most angry thing is. He closed a sales infront of me and some was my customer but yet he din gif me the sales invoice as i need to fax back to office daily.so nvm.. The last day which was last sunday,i got another sales and it was closed by him oso but actually i dun wan him to take.haha..and he din gif me again so i bo bian n abit tu lan,went up to 3rd floor n ask the invoice from him with a very lao lan voice back at him.so he gave me lo.haha..

Now is SengKang,I need nearly 2hrs to get there,believe??haha..But nvm la..Basic high.okay say bout the ppl there.FUCKER!!i can say.at 1st my supervisor said he know the manager there so its easy for me to work there.But leh.1st day work there i got sell 1 matteress but the following day till now i bring a egg back jurong.

Reason??YES!!!Was serving a customer and that customer was mine u see so i was introducing my matteress dan that fuker king koil promoter came ask me what that customer wan and at that time that customer was comparing my matt and 1 of his lousy matt.So i nv suspect anything so tell him that that customer was comparing that matt with my matt and he told me to tell that customer to try 1 of his matt but i find it funny lo,i'm promoting SlumberLand matt not King Koil lo so y should i intro her when she is choosing?Dan u all know what??That CB walk over to that customer and ask her go try the matt that he ask me to intro de dan when she walk over he turned back and ask me "u dont mind hor?"KNNBCCB he toking cock ah?I dun mind but i DU LAN lo..So nvm,i let him be.Dan after that customer bought his matt even du lan lo.After that, he ya ya liao lo.Talk alots of crap like as if he not kio sai like that.CCB..Can i beat him?M***** Fuker lo.What the hell did i step onto or which small ppl i offended leh.My mood there totally drop for 3days lo.So i du lan till called my supervisor and told him bout this thing and he said will do something bout it.

He alone still i can tahan leh.Is that hor,the 2 courts staffs there only push King Koil product and treat me like transparent lo.So many ppl hate me meh?Haiz..Forget it.. "REN"

~~TOTALLY A FAILURE~~

Back~~

2006-10-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

Here again.. just back from hospital cause of my dad.. leg pain till he

Tahan so go in lo.. Haiz... i oso dunno wanna say wat in here leh..pass

Few days wanted to blog but forget.Haha..dan now dunno wat i wanna

Write liao. Siao liao.. K la i think liao dan blog again.. cya. Lolz

6 more days left .. hee..

2006-10-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

hiiii~~~~ back again.. wah know my blog got ppl see AGAIN liao.. keke..

thought no one will see..hee..sian sia..any idea to make my boss sack

me??i wanna go but they dun let me go.. haiz..

went to see a fortune teller and she told me tat in my future,i'll have a son

which will stick to me de..LOLZ!! wondering whether true de mah.

but watever she said quite true leh. hmm..wan me intro her to u all??

let me know lo.. haha..ANY ONLINE GAME EXCEPT AUDITION MAH??

very bored leh no game play de..haiz..k la.. gonna go liao.. find things do..

cya ppls!! wish everyone good luck!!

BACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

2006-10-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

haha.. after SOOOOOOOO many months... here i am back again to

sweep off my stupid blog.. oso dunno got ppl read de anot.. wahaha.. just

finding life getting more bored.. haiz.. just short n simple in here.. so

regret in everything.. dunno how to treasure things tat is around me until

its gone...now so regret in breaking up but everything is too late..now

she's attached.. lol.. lame hor?? yeah.. i know.. -__-''..k la .. go eat cough

medicine go slp liao.. cough for 1whole month non stop liao.. lung

everything inside my body gonna cough out liao.. (serious lo)haiz..mei

ren ke lian.. lol.. k la.. hope everyone who read my blog take good care of

themself.. cya again.. ^_^

Edited by ME Me me!! hee..

SianZ!!

2006-03-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I really dunno wat the hell I'm doing or having this few months!! Totally like messed up my own life!!

Left 20 over days for me(Think so ba)Haiz..

Sian la..Dunno wat to blog oso..Being rotting at home n think this two days!!Sian!! Haiz.. Bye everyone.!

~EnD~

~~Useless Person~~

Blog,Blog,BLOG!!!

2006-03-03T07:01:00.000+08:00

*Shoo Shoo* *Piak Piak*

Wah..So many spider web sia.. opps sorry everyone,me back to blog again..This time round gonna say some SUAY & HENG thing tat had happen to me.. lolx

1st is my grandpa passed away,haiz..now still miss him very much... ='(

2nd is I had booked my advanced theory test on the 27th of march n I went to book it with my friend.

3rd My line had been cut off becos of some conflict with my EX lady boss..So stupdi right u might think..YA ITS STUPID!!!! Just because i dun wanna continue to help her transfer the money to those loansharks,she ask her son ct off the line..NB!!But its ok oso cos less ppl can find me,haha!!

5th Tmr,I mean later(3-3-06)afternoon going to interview for a job selling TOYS!!!But heard tat it is agent de leh..Dunno la..Noon dan go there try dan somemore is my frd driving so its definately ok to me,Haha...

8th Haha..i felt so stupid tat day when i was SOOOOOOOOOO bored till i suddenly thought of writing a YI SHU!!!Know wat??Before die must do de..lol cos suddenly felt tat ppl who are kind or ppl are dying recently suddenly or been murder.So i wrote some notes to let anyone know.Really is ANYONE!!Like If i die earlier dan anyone dan pls take it out n read..Its writen inside a white colour book which i wrote all those i learn from my previous job "OGAWA" n the front page is the pic on my leg.. LOLX

Inside must flip bout like gg to the center dan can saw it cos oni there got space..I write like who to call when i died dan burn more money gif me all those craps la.haha..u all see liao sure scold me siao de..CONFIRM dai CHOP!!! In another words of warranty i dunno how to spell.Haha..

Dan now think i stop here liao le.Cos wanna go back home have some sweet dreams for myself n wake up in the noon for tat interview.Wish me good luck just for this month of this 2006 ok???Thks everyone!! Hope i dun die before i get marry!! LoLx

~EnD~

Sad Thing,Happy thing ALL Happen On Me!!

2006-02-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

Me here to blog again..Haha..Like siao de..Su ka su ka...

Anyway this year got the most things happen de..Haiz..

Firstly is a company named Thomas Carlingthon & Association Pte Ltd de called me saying i owe starhub bill dan after some arguement dan they said wanna employ me in so i can pay off the starhub debt faster..Stupid right??

Secondly is my grandpa had passed away..Was VERYx10000000 Sad lor..Cos he doted us very much as we stayed quite a very long time with him before n he's the one who bring us to school n nursery..Haiz..Will miss him very much..Cried when he pass away in the hospital..Somemore i was at the hospital when the doc said he cant stand that long liao..But of cos with my mum n my relatives they all la..

Now I'm at the wake blogging..Staying overnight here le..Wondering y i using laptop at the wake right??Cos its boring over here...It oso can keep me awake oso..Hehe...

Thirdly,i recently just keep in contact with a girl whom i already know few years before dan was getting quite well(as friends la). Dan now never talk le...Haiz..I'm like those chat line person...Sad,Lonely or watever dan look for me..Do i know like one??Ya,I'll acc u chit chat all that but i dun wish to be treated like someone whom u nid dan look for lor..DAN!!!I felt like liking her..Hahaha..Stupid right??Think I too easy to like someone liao...Hopefully can stop all this rubbish....

So wat more do u all wanna know just tag me dan say lor..Dan I'll think n blog it..Hehe..K la...Anyway here to wish everyone a Happy New Year...Take care everyone...

~EnD~
~~Thinking Of You~~

Finally back to blog.

2005-12-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

Haha...finally back to wipe off my blog spider web le..hehe..

Being working for 12hours daily n get 1 day off a week...The new job for me is quite alright n i oso get myself a new tattoo on my left side of my leg..hehe...

Working there is like studying lor..Nid study this n tat dan test de..haiz..But oso ok la..cos i too long never use my brain to think le..haha..so now is the best time to make my brain come back to life...

Planning to open a tattoo shop with my frd whom know tattooing..But all this things nid times..

Get to know a girl who u wont saw her at 9pm sharp..haha..so i call her as my "cinderella"..But its just like those fairy tale story nia..Cos oni the first time when we get to know each other is like so funny..Haha..K la..got to stop le..go do my things liao..Update again..

~EnD~

~~Ogawa Health Care~~

Tired

2005-10-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today went out swimming at clementi with my cousins n brothers they all..Hmm..quite fun ba..Swim with my elder cousin at the big pool but i din swim la..Haha..Cos........I not good in trap water..Hahaha..Scare die inside..haha..Dan after tat went to find the rest of the kids n play with them at the middle pool..Wah..So siong lor..Cos we play catching there n everything as long as we can play inside the swimming pool..Haha..Dan now was DAMN tired lor..Leg no strength whole body like wah....so xin ku like tat..Haha..Gonna swim more often le...Or do moire exercise n smoke less liao..Haha..K la..Wan go play maple le.Buaiz....

~EnD~

~~TiReD~~

A Fun Day

2005-10-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

Ha..Finally met mama n her 2 cute daughter le..haha...Met them at Plaza Singapura cos of tat stupid candy lor...haha...Dan when i reach,i went straight to kfc to find them(mama & her 2daughter)..Lucky still got saw their pic b4 so got bit of memory inside my mind of how they look like..

Inside KFC,mama kept forcing me to eat but i dun felt hungry so just order a cup of mountain dew to drink lor..Dan chit chat for awhile,candy came le...So mama continue chatting lor..Till bout for 45 mins ba dan we decided to walk around while waiting for candy bf to come lor...Dan min half-way go first cos she meeting her frd elsewhere..

Lol first time saw candy bf face to face..haha..ok la...Quite friendly de...Lucky her bf is like tat de not like others de..Saw another guy beside oni dan gife a stupid face or forcing himself to smile..Lol So when walking halfway,i suddenly felt hungry so ask them wanna go mac to eat anot..hahaz....its suddenly de la..hahahaz..

After finished eating,chat awhile dan we go off le...Cos mama rushing back home ba dan left candy ,her bf & me,so i decided to play billard while waiting for my sis to kock off lor..We went to paradiz centre n play..Haha...Today lose leh...Haiz..So long never play le dan like dunno how to hold the cue...Haha..

Hmm...Mama youngest daughter very cute..Haha..cuter dan the eldest de..Opps... =x hahahaha....

After the game,i go meet my sis at SGH,cos my grandpa admitted in...Haiz...Hope he can live longer dan expected... =(

K la..Stop here for now le...Got to go slp liao..Buazi everyone..Nitez..

~EnD~

~~A NiCe DaY~~

Yeah!!

2005-10-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

Haha...so shiok tat tmr get my day off...Hmm..cant say oni tmr la..cos tat day wed already off once le cos my uncle nid to invite god to his new house before they can move in...Hmm..Experience lotsa things le...Think now is the right time for me to settle down my lifestyle liao..

Having headache now...Haiz..Think play too much game le.. Lolzz..

Gonna meet my ms "mama" n her daugther for lunch dan maybe gg to town n meet candy n her bf ba..Hmm..Not confrim yet..Haiz..So sian..Dun even know wat i wan or wat i wanna do right now..Been thinking too much le..

Think after my 2 back wisdom tooth n 2 back tooth 1 straight operation dan it hit abit of my "sheng jin xian" lian..Found out tat i like very strange de..Haha...Still rem after the op,my mouth was like swollen n when slp at hm dan my mouth bleed all over my pillow..Haha...dan next day went swimming le..Haha..

Haiz...Think stop here for now ba......Gonna have some rest le...Pain Pain.. lolz
Nitez everyone.. Buaiz

~EnD~

~~Starting A New Lifestyle~~

Boring Day...

2005-10-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz..Why days passed so fast outside n it pass so slow when u'r in jail??Can time passed the same speed as the normal times???Haiz..Dunno wat i talking also..

Its so hard to understand when in a relationship..And i dun even know just which kind of person i wanna change to..Change to the past jonathan or stay to this jonathan??So fan...Wanna change my name n remain my surname le...This name jonathan not good..Hahaz..Or change to a new jonathan & i'm not call jonathan anymore.."KEITARO" Hahaz..

K la..Stop here for now le..Wanna go watch my vcd,"Corpse Bride" le..Finish it dan go orh orh liao..Wahaha..Buaiz everyone..Sweet Dreams......

~EnD~

So Tired..

2005-10-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Another day passed le..Been thinking of that matter till now..Haiz..

But at least still have some friends behind for some talk..haha..

Today helped my uncle to move some of his things over to his new house..Haiz..Got to know how that bitch torture my cousin..Treat her elder daughter so bad de..Haiz..K la..Stop nagging le..Gonna go try n slp le..Whole bodyache le...Haiz..

Nitez everyone..

~~EnD~~

~~~Sianzation~~~

Troubled

2005-10-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

Today went to jurong east swimming complex with my whole family plus my relatives..Althought its a short swim but its ok for everyone of us le..Cos it made everyone have no generation gap between one another..Haha...

Hmm..Saw somethinig..Know something..Thinking of something also & Worst is .... Cant make decision to whether do i wan it back again anot..

Wanted to learn jap..So anyone out here know where to learn??I mean which webby can get to see the words n meaning n learn it from there de..haha..

K la..Going to slp le..Think cant get to slp again..Haiz..

~EnD~
~~Troubled~~

So tired nw!!

2005-10-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

OMG below post was posted by candy who helped me in changing my blog..hahaz..thks hor candy.. -.-'''

Hmm..yest peixuan came over to my house with her daughter yanshan..so cute lor her daughter..grow taller dan my cousin yuansheng le..hahaz..so funny..actually my tat cousin was elder dan her daughter but stand together is like her daughter elder dan him..hahaz..

Reached home after dan go bath dan faster played with her daughter le..Sooo cute lor..too bad,dunno wat happen to my phone dan take the photo le but like never take like tat..dan when i wan retrieve it but cant fid it le..haiz..sianz..

Brought both of them to my aunt house to pray cos yest chinese "chu yi" mah...dan when they gg back home dan i bring them down cos raining...

Knew a few friends inside maple and we have fun n very happening lor..LOLZ...Things started missing start from my ms mama daughter items,dan mine,dan now my ms mama WHOLE acc kanna HACK!!Power hor??Haha..To those who never play think dunno wat i am talking ba..k la..going to slp le..sooooooo tired..take care everyone..nitez..buaiz..

~~EnD~~

~~Happy To See Her Again As In Friend~~

~~Happy To Know Tat At Least When I~~

~~Lost Something And I Gain It Back In~~

~~Another Way~~

test

2005-10-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

test test.. ah fook !!!

Bored!!

2005-09-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Back from work dan went to bath & have my simple dinner at home with my family members..lol

After dinner,As usual,Played mahjong..haha...Won today..So Happy..After four days of mahjong session with my family members..

After Mahjong,Mapling again..Inside was chatting with my MS mama..she kinda of kind person which can sense can someone who can tok to when u r in nid..Cos i had experience it today le..Had lots of prob & its solve within a day..So happy tat at least i lose something n get another thing back..Forgive n Forget & Give n Take is wat i had learn from my whole life...

Thought after PX,i had make every move of mine the right choice but in the end...Still WRONG..Haiz.."Shi Bai" "Shi Bai"..

Hope everything in my life can go well smoothly...Nitez everyone..Gonna slp le..if not tmr cant get up on time to work le.. LOLZ

~~EnD~~

~~Trying Hard To Forget YOU!!~~

Wrong Timing....

2005-09-27T01:54:00.000+08:00

Today i finally knew that i had missed a chance until i saw something..haiz..nvm its ok..Will treat it as a leeson for me...

Everyone R In The Fault..We Cant Blame Each Other..Just Hope Its A Lesson From Our Past..

Going To Sleep Le,Tommorrow Still Need To Work..Haiz...Sianz..

That Day Go For My Basic Theory Evaluation "FAIL"!!Kaoz..Haiz...Must Keep Trying..Just Only For My Future..

Nightz Everyone

~~EnD~~

~~Treasure The One Beside U Now~~

~~Dun Let The Chance Slip Past~~

tired ah......

2005-08-12T04:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm..finally blog le...Quite alots of things happened but nvm..

Actually working at a perfume factory but now cos no work for us to do so dun nid go back..Aiya,as contrator is like this de..Bo bian....But tat job quite relax lor...Can say most of the times nothing do de...Quite some time when i slp less or wat dan i go work next day dan i will go find a place to hide n slp liao..HAHA....

Hmm....Today after finish watching the movie "Bewitched"(Not Bad la the show)dan go meet two of my friends go Tanjong Pagar "Bonkers" n drink...After bout 1plus dan we go "Music Underground" there n dance...lolz.. so sian lor....RnB..hahaz..

Dance till bout 3plus,we went to Newton Circle n eat..Hmmm....Ate all those spicy stuffs lor..Shiok..hehe..dan now back at home liao..Will continue playing my maple story..heehee..nitez everyone..

~EnD~

~~P,Thinking Of U~~

2005-06-14T02:00:00.000+08:00

Haha..Very longggg never blog liao so just a few things to say lor..

Erm..My friends they all celebrate for my birthday at 08/06 at K Box lor..Dan Had some prob wif dear so dun wish to say it out..Anyway settle liao..We ordered Martell liao dan mingan still go ordered 1 single shot for me to drink lor..Wah..Damn disgusting lor..So hard to drink sia..But at tat night,I vomited many times lor,till I lost count liao..Haha…Lousy hor??Dan my friends they all dunno how they take the control of the K Box out de..While we were gg to take cab liao dan they pass me..Kaoz…Power lor..Tat present is very rare de..No one can have it.HAHA..Dan send dear back home dan go ZW hse lor..Got bout erm…6 guys go up his hse lor..Evil la.HAHA..Till next morning gif dear morning call cos scare she cant get up to work mah cos she went back late tat night..Dan rot at ZW hse till afternoon time bout 4plus dan go back home prepare for my birthday stuff lor.Wah tired lor,never slp whole day after K Box leh...TIRED~~

Dear dear is the first to come my hse de while the rest was on their way here..Dan I went to Jurong Point to fetch my aunties they all lor cos they never come before mah..Dan ok la..Quite fun lor..Relatives come dan some frds come after work lor..Dan my previous job lady boss oso come mah..Dan she bought me a gold key pendent dan another aunty bought me a gold necklaces lor..Dan my god-mother bought my a White-Gold ring lor..Quite nice la..Gonna show it at friendster liao.HAHA..

Dan the rest of the days I was DAMN FUCKING TIRED lor..Dunno y..Haiz..slp more dan 8 hours liao but still so late leh..haiz..dan till now,I’m blogging..LOLZ

K la..Gonna stop liao..Wanna go slp le if not my dear wanna kill me liao.WAHAHA..Byez..

~EnD~

~~WaItInG ~ FoR ~ YoU~~

Things tat had Happen~~~~

2005-06-02T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm.Yesterday(31/05/05),went to city hall to meet dear after work at bout 6pm but I reached there bout 7:30 liao cos I ran to find something for my dear.Haiz..But too bad,cant find it lor..

Reached there(City Hall) liao and we walk to marina square cos dear dear said that side just finish renovation dan wan go there walk walk lor..but reached there dan we abit loss..haha..Dan had our dinner at long john sliver..ate quite a lot lor..dan we go shopping..walk walk till suntec dan went to a few shops to see see…Dan went to “Perlini” Silver to find her ear-ring but cant find..Haiz..its like oni orchard have lor..but when my frd went there to see,not there liao leh..haiz..dunno how liao lor..kz…nvm..dan we bought 2 VCD at suntec which will be viewing it when she come over another time liao.Dan I sent her back home to tampines dan come back lor.She accompzny chat till I reach home..keke..ok next..

Today(01/06/05),Dear came over n look for me after work...so good right??After meeting her,I went back home to bath dan she watch television show with my parent they all..Dan we went to Jurong Point walk walk lor..Cos wan go other place oso not enough time liao lor..Dan we go bread talk to find bread n talk with..HAHA..no la..go there buy bread la..dan had our bread as dinner cos she will be going back home to have her dinner mah..Walk till bout 9plus dan we took train to tampines dan sent her back home again..haha..thinking y I stayed jurong dan can go from head to tail almost everyday right?Cos never see her dan felt very xinku soooooooooo…..hehe..Dan sat under her block for awhile dan bout 11plus dan walk back to MRT to take train lor..So now here I m writing rubbish cos I can sleepppppppp….argg…shi mian liao la…haha..k la..stop here liao lor..if not,more rubbish coming up..haha..

~EnD~

~~LovE YoU AlwayS~~

Happy Being With Her(WenWen)

2005-05-30T02:29:00.000+08:00

Wah..Actually dunno wat to blog de but at least post something here lor..

On 27th may helped dear celebrate her birthday lor..Hmm..on tat day she went to dye her hair dan i go help out my uncle wif his work lor cos he in a hurry dan nid a helper...Was suppose to meet dear dear after she dyed her hair but i'm still wif my uncle so drag till bout 4plus dan meet her at jurong point dan come back bath..

We dan decide tat go partyworld lor..Cos her sis said there cheaper BUT wrong lor..2 person oni dan 70+ liao.Never drink beer or wat lor..Haiz..Nvm la..One year one time oni..Sang till bout 10plus dan we go back liao..

~End~

On28th may,Met dear at jurong point MRT again cos gg to watch movie..Wah..Xin Tong lor..She from tampines come all the way to jurong to meet me dan we go Plaza Singapura to watch movie..Watched "Monster-In-Law,Nice show..U all should go watch ba..Dan after tat we went to Taka there cos she went to the bookshop(dunno wat name de)dan find comics buy lor..Dan after tat we go home liao..K la..Dunno wat to continue liao..Gtg n slp liao...Tmr got work..Buaiz..

~EnD~

~~DearDear:Miss You~~

~Mi & deARdeaR~

2005-05-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Being With Her(WenWen)

2005-05-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

Things Happen On 24/05/05(Damn Long Post)

Came back from my friend hse at bout 8plus in the morning dan was suppose to meet mingan after tat but in the end my ex lady boss asked me go help her awhile cos she felt dizzy dan wan c doc lor,so bo bian..Help till 12plus dan meet mingan dan we went to ginza plaza(shopping centre) at west coast there n play A3 lor.

Reached there liao dan felt damn cold lor but bo bian,already reached there liao so stay there lor..Dan i msg a girl named "Liwen" de to come over n look for me lor cos i felt tat even she at home dan oso nth to do mah so asked her come over to chit chat lor since she work at tanjong pagar.Played for bout 4-5 hrs dan up 1 lvl ONI..Haiz..DAn after tat went to shop around tat boring shopping centre with Liwen n went to ate macdonald with her lor..Dan after tat went back to look for mingan dan pay my com bill n left tat place cos i promise Liwen to send her back home after tat mah..And guess where she stayed??TAMPINES lor.haha..but nvm la..anyway oso nth to do so send her back lor.

When to tak bus outside ginza dan ask a bus driver no 2xx de whether can this bus go to clementi mrt anot dan he gave me a stupid face n answered back lor..No manners fxxker!!SO we went over to another side to take the bus.While we(me n Liwen)was on our way inside mrt to her hse tat time,we were telling lame joke all the way to tampines lor..Made her laugh till my stomach nearly cramp cos me myself oso laugh till buay tahan..Dan by the time i send her back to her home was like too late liao lor so she acc me or can oso say i acc her under her block n talk talk lor.Her mouth was like never wash lor..No rain dan she said aiya will rain dan really rain n rain till next morning lor..But not the kind tat continuos de la..Talk till very tired liao cos b4 tat night i never slp liao mah.Dan after tat we together liao.Haha..But from tat moment started,I got the feeling tat she can overtake peixuan(my longest ex'gf)lor..cos i dun think i will wan to like last time kept changing gf liao..One of a kind,cute,understanding gf is enough for me..

Morning take train with her dan she alight at city hall cos she go orchard send things first.Dan i go back alone back to Boon Lay..Hmm..Dan when she reached her workplace,She smsed me saying tat she not feeling well.Haiz..so worry dan after work I go find her dan send her back home again dan come back jurong lor.Cannot let her go back alone while she's sick mah,in case anything happen to her...Hmm..K la..Overall nice being with her..Dan stop here for now..Very long liao..Haha..Buaiz..

~EnD~

~~Wei (\/) Wen~~

OMG!!HELP ME!!

2005-05-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

Omg!!! She(My Longest Ex) called me..Actually is i find her la..Cos wanna find someone talk talk mah..But i made the wrong choice...Haiz...Before she called me,She actually called my mum first n my mum complained to her tat i never work n all tat..Wah lau..She(my mum) knew tat i cant stand her nag de but oso in my whole 20+yrs life she's the one who can control my life..The moment she called dan nag at me liao..Dan i was so blurr lor..Cos i dun even know wat had happen lor.Dan she told me tat she heard it from my mum..

Nag for bout erm..5-10mins dan tell me tmr(24-05-05),She coming over to find job with me lor..Cos she said she scare i never go n all tat lor..Kaoz...Dan mingan came over just now dan jio me go ginza tmr morning to play A3. -.-

In a mess now..Dunno wat to do..Told mingan she coming tmr dan he asked me MIA.But i very long never see her liao..Dunno how leh..Btw she's counted as married lor..but divorcing soon tat kind de,also got a cute daughter.. lolz..

How how how?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Die liao la..Wat if tmr morning she really come over..Cant imagine lor...Haiz..Think tonight sleep liao dan see how ba..

Haiz..Now my life was like hell lor..Nothing to do dan eat,sleep,play,go out,come back,eat,sleep again...repeat n repeat...Haiz..Did find job but leh..Dun say liao la..K la..Nth much to say liao..Update tmr or whenever my mood is good ba..Buaiz..

~EnD~

~~'S'=Still thinking of u.Haiz..~~

远走高飞

2005-05-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

爱你错了吗为什么会受到这么多惩罚

他们说的话像针往心里扎

我心中的怕不知该怎么做才可以放下

只不过想好好的爱一次啊

带我远走高飞不去理会

这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪

是你让我选择沉醉繁星守候月不能睡

只因为爱上了夜的黑

带我远走高飞一起去追

有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水

我已经感到疲累不在乎别人眼中是非

重心再出发能不能让这天地不再吵杂

我的心里面安静得不像话

故事的真假没有多馀的力气去分辨他

只不过想好好的爱一次啊

~EnD~

~~Tired Of Living~~

Sad...Forgetful!!!

2005-05-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again..Dunno wat to say now..many things happen to me..1st is i still cant forget "her"...2nd is my family problem..how am i gg to survive if my parent just seperate..Really dun wish tat to happen lor..Need to find someone to talk to but nobody is willing to lend their ear..Everyday ust have to take those things to numb myself n never go home..when i'm home,they go work,when they cum back dan i outside liao..haiz..hate this life..anyway not gg to continue liao.bb..anyway wan find me call or sms this no.. 81169107 bye

Today Alright Oni

2005-05-01T02:21:00.000+08:00

Hi,Here to update a few things again..

Today went to a pre launch party with my friend who also played A3..Went there straight after work to my friend house dan in the end they still betting on te doggie race.. lolx Bout 2plus dan we go off to that place which is at selegie there..The cafe100 lor...But my friend is driving us there la..

Wah reached there dan saw many ppl there lor..Dan my friend still said there got chio bus..but leh..i never see any lor.See their age is bout from 8-30plus lor..i mean their age la..Dan when at there,saw their pattern was like so guai lor..Dan when we back to our game..Know wat?Like just now before i came back from my friend house..Kanna killed just after i finished repotting from town to another map lor..Cos they having war there.Somemore is at the entrance there..So sway lor..If next party,lim bei sure dig them out de..Knn!!

But lucky today got duoble exp la..If not,sure mati de..Cos will deduct exp if died mah..Dan died also scare items drop dan ppl pick it.Cos they wont return u unless they ur friend la..If not,They will ask u pay for ur OWN item..!!K la..Gonna chiong for this few days liao cos double exp..lolx Hopefully my com can let me play la.N not disconnecting half way..K la.Buaiz..Update again when free ba..

~End~

~~Thinking Of You~~

Yawn..Lazy Liao..Nua Already!

2005-04-25T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hi all my friends & whoever shit is reading my blog..keke..Back to blog liao but short short de.Cos oso nth much to say..

Anyway this past few days i was at home playing A3 lor..GG to die soon liao..haha..if u got play A3,u can find me inside...name called jonathanboy....haha..Today is monday AGAIN!!Argg...No job..Everything oso dun have for me..Meaningless in this world...Shit!!!!!Everyday routine is wake up,play A3,eating while playing A3 dan tired liao dan slp..Argg..like HELL lor!!!Anyway gg to stop here liao..Tell u all liao..Nth much to update about..haha..Hope 1 day my com will burst n kill me...HAHA....K la..Buaizz..

~End~

~~Thinking Of You~~

Sianz....

2005-04-17T07:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz..Just oni dan reach home..Just back from my friend hse cos yesterday his birthday..

Update on Friday night thing..Went out with my friend dan go enjoy...but in the end kanna one "baluku" back on my head..Haiz...Too stress liao dan go bang the wall..Haha..Siao liao..Dan play all the way till erm..bout 3 - 4plus oni dan my friend go home dan i continue playing A3 lor..

Played till bout 7am dan fall asleep..Com never off cos selling things inside..Dan slept all the way till sat night bout 10plus..wah..this time round was a very peaceful for this few days lor..Wake up le dan brush up go to my friend hse..Made us drink guiness lor..yucks..Its so digusting lor..dan after tat ask us to drink tiger liao..Wah piang...just awhile oni dan me headache le..Dan bout 2am plus,they jio extend..Haiz..Took half of it nia..Yesterday felt like jumping down lor..But the kick still not there cos i still know wat i'm doing lor..Haiz..Next time round ba..Maybe i'll..

Anyway,gg to play my A3 liao..Cant get to slp..Play game better..Slp oni when VERYx10 dan can slp lor..Cos oni tat dan i wont ve any dreams bout her liao..Hope so ba.K la...Buaiz..

~End~

~~I Love You~~

Tired Day!!Haiz..!

2005-04-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

Yawn..Just reached home lor..So tired!!

Last night was playing A3 till this morning 5plus dan go work liao..Went for a interview with my friend this afternoon at bout 12plus cos i knock off early..Reached there liao dan fill up our particular..My friend wanted to eat so i acc him to 132 coffeeshop at JE for makan..Dan we went to the pool there inside JE to play pool lor..Played 6rounds dan i lose 4rounds..All becos of my friend lor..Said wat thinking of her ex dan say all those sad sad thing till he got "form" dan i totally lost all my "form" lor..Cos whenever i hit,there sure a image of her in my mind..ARGG!!

Dan after our pool game,went out of tat shopping centre for smoke break..After tat,he decided to KBox over there de lor..Keke..Know if let candy view this post dan she sure scold me de cos tat time said wan go together liao..HAHA....Hmm..Sang alot lor..Got "Tong Hua","Chi Xin Jue Dui","Shou Fang Kai" & blah blah blah..sing till nearly drop tears lor..but ahem.."ren" lor.Haha..Dan i put alot of SHE song for my friend dan i go slp lor..Haha..Dan slept for bout 2hr but this 2hr was very peaceful..No more dreams bout her inside..Totally dun ve lor..Cos this few days i can swear tat everytime whenever i closed my eyes.She just right infront of me,Haiz...Hmm..Dun tell me,I'm gg to go KBox n slp from now on liao..Haha..Siao liao!!

Anyway will be gg out later and not gg to slp liao lor..cos gg outside to "enjoy"Haha...Not girl la!..Not interested in other girl liao..Haiz..Think tonight wont be slping again liao lor..Dan tmr morning dunno wat time gg out with my friend to orchard to walk walk liao..Haha..Imagine oni 2 guys go ther walk lor.So stupid..Who wanna join?Really oni walk nia..Not watching movie of anything..Go there see got "happening" thing happen anot.Haha..Haiz..Tired but dun dare to slp..Haiz..Just now actually both of us got a thought tat wanted to go JP de..Keke..Go there find trouble..Haha..But haiz...Never la cos later we got more happening things..Haha..K la..go watch tv show,eat dan wait for my friend phone call liao..Buaiz..

~End~

~~Hope Can Die Young!!~~

I HATE SLEEPING!!!FARK!!!!

2005-04-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

Just wake up not long ago..Know wat?I actually dreamt of her lor!!Haiz..Dan i did msg her asking whether did she go ssee doc anot..Kaoz..her replied was like so buay song like tat loh..Haiz..Maybe i'm just making myself like a fool..ARGG!!!Thought really there's nothing to update on me n her liao but haiz..But 1 thing which i know is tat,I know there's no more chance for us to see each other liao..ARGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Life sux lor..Tat day when chatting with my friend at my house..both of us have the same thinking lor..Wanted to end our life!!!!!!Haiz....Can u tell me?Just felt tat i'm just being used by u lor..But think u wont right?Haiz..Dunno la!!Very fan!!

So Tired & Pek Chek Day!!Argg!!

2005-04-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

Yawn...Now quite tired..Just reached home from work..Last night got slp awhile..Bout 3plus to 4 dan slp dan 6am wake up liao..keke..just 1hr plus nia..

Haiz...Wanted to make myself to forget her but everytime whenever i closed my eye,her image was just right infront of me..Haiz..Sick Fark!!

Anyway know tat she's sick...I even more worried for her..Asked her see doc liao but haiz..Dunno her la..Just oni msg her but no reply,think she's still sleeping ba.Haiz..Oso dunno when will receive her msg again liao..Haiz.anyway if u'r looking at my blog..Dan just to tell u tat i know a aunty who got her own office dan maybe she still need a clerk..If u wanna do dan i can ask for u de cos she wanted to find those staying furthest at lakeside oni cos whenever they wan take docu dan easiler..If u wan dan let me know ba..Dan i go help u ask..But if u dun wan dan suan le loh..Wont force u de..

Haiz...Today just kanna burn by hot water when cooking,KAOZ!!1 whole pact red lor!!But luckily now ok liao..if not,keke...k la..stop here liao..gg to bath n slp le..eyes closing le..buaiz..

~End~

~~Take Care Of Urself~~

End Of Story Of Me & HER

2005-04-13T14:37:00.000+08:00

Yawn..This few days night time did not slp lor..Dan morning ve to reach the coffeeshop at 6am cos stand in for a aunty cos her leg was injured when she was working there..Haiz..Y tat person not me leh?EVEN better...Dan can stay at home relax dan nobody asking y i did not find job..

After work at bout 2pm dan go home straight..Did'nt wait for my mum cos she wanted to go supermarket to buy some vege for dinner so come back relax awhile,bath liao dan go slp..

Haiz..This few days oso quite 烦...Haiz..爱上一个不该爱的人。。路是我自己选的所以我会想办法走完它。。

越来越讨厌这个世界！！老天根本就是在折磨人。。。。KAOZ!!

Yesterday was chatting with my friend cos he came over to my hse dan we did something *special*.Haha...*Secret*..Keke..Oni *special ppl* like us will know wat we r doing.. =) Dan chat till this morning dan go work.Yawn..Sooo.................Tired liao..wanna go slp liao..update again when i'm free ba..Must force myself not to think too much..!!k la..Anyway,From today onwards..think there's totally nothing for me to update on me & HER liao lor..No more le..Cos i had tried my best liao n oso know tat its impossible for us to be together de..no chance or anything..just NO..Give up is THE BEST..Work,complete my class 3 licence by this erm...fastest is august ba..cos private..dan bike licence i will oso get it cos will be taking it straight after our first month pay.HAHA..dan fastest oso will be around erm..august ba..k la..wish me gd luck..keke..not to forget tat.........I'm going to put tattoo..HAHA....k la..buaiz...

~End~

~~Trying Very Hard To Forget U Le~~

2005-04-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yawn..today was quite tired cos last night went out to coffeeshop to meet my friend cos he just break off with his gf..haiz..so acc him talk n drink dan jio another friend come down oso lor..dan the three of us sat there till this morning bout 6 plus dan reach home.

Reached home le dan on my com..haiz..cant use lor..dunno y..haiz..dan somemore in a very bad mood yesterday..haiz..dun wish to say it out..think i'm gg to be like last time again.everything hide inside my heart can liao..haiz..no point saying all those stupid thing out but get nothing back in return..Ya..i know i'm stupid...i should not like her in the first place..just making myself more miserable only.ARGGG!!!

Today msg her but the msg tat she replied back is like KAOZ...haiz..

For You:Sorry for this few days or can say weeks..Sorry...Hope u work happily,stay happy always..might not have any more chance to talk to u , see u anymore le but always remember tat there's always someone waiting for u..take care..

Not gg to update liao..Byez..

~End~

~~Sorry~~

Post 1

2005-04-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

Yawn..just wake up..Finally get to sleep peacefully le..actually wanna continue playing a3 yesterday but eyes gg to close le so just slp.haha..

Haiz..later gg to pray liao..now totally like wanna die liao like tat..no strength,flu,bit cough...haiz..kaoz...

Finally found a song lyrics tat can said out my feeling liao.Maybe u read liao but still feel nothing..Nvm loh..

Not updating anymore le..gg to play my game liao..buaiz..

~End~

~~真正愛妳的人是我~~

Post 2

2005-04-10T13:17:00.000+08:00

想用一杯LATTE把妳灌醉

好讓妳能多愛我一點

暗戀的滋味　妳不懂這種感覺

早有人陪的妳永遠不會

The Huge part of those words r the feeling i felt but did u know?dunno..

＊看見妳和他在我面前

證明我的愛只是愚昧

妳不懂我的　那些憔悴

是妳永遠不曾過的體會

＃為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解

我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切

妳又狠狠逼退　我的防備

靜靜關上門來默數我的淚

＋明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會

我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天

直到那一天　妳會發現

真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

重唱　＊,＋

曾經我以為我自己會後悔

不想愛的太多痴心絕對

為妳落第一滴淚　為妳做任何改變

也喚不回妳對我的堅決

重唱　＃,＋

直到那一天　妳會發現

真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

May I Love You?

2005-04-09T06:33:00.000+08:00

Yawn..Just finished playing A3..Met a farker who kill me straight wheni enter the place..IDIOT!!..haiz..So told my friend dan he go ask their boss come talk..(i mean inside the game la)Dan becum friend liao.haha..so stupid n oso quite angry cos they kill me total 3 times straight leh!!Dan my exp point become minus liao..have to train again..Argg..Fark!!

Hmm..yesterday went to friend hse play mahjong..Got win la.Cos play small small de..just for fun oni mah..keke..

You: Dun kept saying tat i lame la becos i say all those..Although i cant say much but haiz..nvm la..I wont ask u say much to me de..If u did lied to me.I also wont care..cos tats ur freedom..Wanted to forget u but i just cant make myself to forget..Remind myself dun view ur friendster photo but i still did..n i can tell u,i oso did saw his profile..sorry..anyway,gd luck in ur job..i'll listen to u n find a job asap de...anyway,treat him as ur bf..dun cum telling me tat "aiya,just a status oni".anyway u take care.. =)

Haiz..not gg to slp liao.gg to meet my friend to view newspaper for job le.think today dun nid slp again liao..maybe will go swimming.maybe ba..see how first..k la.dun say liao..byez..

~End~

~~May I Love you~~

More And More Like Superman Liao

2005-04-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

Keke..wanna say something which no one will believe..From yesterday till now..i never slp..not even a nap..dunno y cant get to slp leh..haiz..

Yesterday after chatting with her inside msn,i go play A3 dan play till now dan end..maybe later continue again..dunno...

Later should have mahjong session till next morning ba..Dunno confirm anot..If confirm dan tat means i 2 day never slp liao.HAHAHAHA..becoming more and more strange liao..Haiz..Think night shift job is the best for me to work liao cos i dun slp in the night time but oni slp in the morning or afternoon.haha..

Haiz..Not gg to update anymore liao cos nth to say le..byez..update again..maybe try to take a nap cos later at 5plus have to help my previous boss stnad in awhile..k la..byez.

Sad Day + Headache + Tired

2005-04-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

Yawn..hmm.just came back from coffeeshop with my sis's bf,having our breackfast cum lunch.Haha..

Haiz..saw a msg which my heart had been poke by a knife straight into it."was wif her bf..................."not gg to continue.

Am i stupid?hmm...hope not..Haiz..later gg to work liao..nah..part time oni..haiz..stop here liao..update again tonight ba..byez

Changed To A Better One For You. =)

2005-04-06T02:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Gonna write something inside my blog just for her..

Today woke up at erm...2plus..haha..actually wanna meet her for breakfast but in the end i fall asleep.hee..hee..i know i pig,ok?haha..

Msg her almost the whole day but no reply..Thought she died inside her dreams liao.HAHA..Joking..But in the end she got reply back la..Cos really worried for her..This few days,her mood is not so good..So worried tat she might anyhow think again..hmm..I wont say any crazy things again liao,ok?Not gg to make u angry anymore.. =)

Hmm..Not gg to say anymore things le..

every sec,min,hour,day,week & month will be missing her..

~End~

~~想你和喜欢你。。。可是，~~

~~可以爱你吗?~~

2005-04-04T02:03:00.000+08:00

This might be abit long cos still got some lyrics..Maybe for her ba..Dunno..Just read loh..

POST:

Hmm..Just came back for our night snack wtih my 2bros,sis n her bf..Ate our egg pasta..Argg..Now damn full..Wanna vomit liao..Hahaha..

Haiz..Tmr gg to work in the morning de(means later la)haha..actually just work for few days oni but leh..Cos the other aunty MC haven come back so...I'll have to do loh..Tmr afternoon gg to BBDC to top up my acc money dan go book my advanced theory 1&2..

Haiz..Sometimes just cant make myself to give up leh.Dunno why also.Argg.."fan" ah.Can u tell me whether should i give up anot..Just wan an answer from u..That's all...Maybe no matter wat the answer might be,I'll feel better..MAYBE ba..keke..

Haiz..Nothing to say le..Byes..Update again.. =)

Song lyrics of:Right Here Waiting

Oceans apart, day after day

And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line

But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here, waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here, waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times

That I thought would last, somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here, waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here, waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end, if I'm with you

I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here, waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here, waiting for you

Waiting for you

~End~

~~Answer From You Please~~

你怎麼捨得我難過 - 黃品源

2005-04-02T05:18:00.000+08:00

＊對你的思念是一天又一天

孤單的我還是沒有改變

美麗的夢何時才能出現

親愛的你好想再見你一面

＃秋天的風一陣陣的吹過

想起了去年的這個時候

你的心到底在想些甚麼

為甚麼留下這個結局讓我承受

＋最愛你的人是我

　你怎麼捨得我難過

在我最需要你的時候

　沒有說一句話就走

最愛你的人是我

　你怎麼捨得我難過

對你付出了這麼多

　你卻沒有感動過

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＋

我知道你很難過 - 蔡依林

2005-04-02T05:06:00.000+08:00

我知道你很難過

愛一個人需要緣份

你何苦讓自己越陷越深

別傻得用你的天真

去碰觸不安的靈魂

每一天只能痴痴的等

＊愛一個人別太認真

你受傷的眼神令人心疼

沒有一個人非要另一個人

才能過一生你又何苦逼自己

面對傷痕

＃我知道你很難過

感情的付出不是真心就會有結果

別問怎麼做愛才能長久

這道理有一天你會懂

＋我知道你很難過

昨天是戀人今天說分手就分手

別問你的痛要怎麼解脫

多情的人註定傷得比較久

重唱＊,＃,＋

愛若變成了刺思念也成了痴

也許心碎是愛情最美的樣子

重唱＃,＋

Right Here Waiting ( For You)

2005-04-02T04:56:00.000+08:00

Oceans apart, day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever

Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here, waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here, waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times That I thought would last, somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here, waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here, waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end, if I'm with you I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here, waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here, waiting for you Waiting for you

~End~

ARGG..Nth Much To Update.Haiz..

2005-04-02T04:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz..Just finish playing A3.Hmm..dan sign in MSN but saw that she must be still outside ba..Haiz..Really dunno wat am i going to do or am i still missing her?Whenever i think of her,I'll think that i'm a asshole..Kept thinking of snatching her away.HAHA..Stupid!!!Arggg..

Haiz..Life become more and more meaningless liao..Going to die in this year..Haiz..Arggg...Why why why!!!!!Hmm....

Haiz..Not going to continue liao..Got to go and slp..Tomorrow need to work part time at the previous coffeeshop for 2days..Today and tomorrow..Haiz..K la..Byez..

~End~

~~Am I Still Waiting And Thinking Of You?~~

2005-04-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz..Think i'm really going to give up le..Think i'm really a bastard..Knew that she's attached but still haiz....I'm sorry..I know and also admit that I'm just a stupid idiot..Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

I wont step into ur world anymore le.Maybe friend stil can ba..And i know that other than friend is impossible de..Sorry..

~End~

~~I'm Sorry~~

Thinking Of You!

2005-04-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you thinking of you.

*All these were TYPE out by me and not copy and paste de...Really thinking of you now.Haiz..*

1st Ladi - I'm Sorry

2005-03-31T06:14:00.000+08:00

They say it takes time to get over serious relationships but I've been waitin patiently still stuck on you i still picture you face smiling at me

I made a big mistake but now i gotta face the consequenses of my action but until you're back here in my arms I'll never have the satisfaction

I know, u know... that I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you is there anything that i can do to make it up to you

I'll do anything baby.....cuz I'm sorry I never meant to make you cry i dont want to say good bye I'm sorry, Sorry that I lied

Everyday that passes I missing you more, and more I still remember the first time i said "hi" to you(first time i said hi to you)

I knew that this was heaven sentcuz i was destined to be with you,and now i messed it up i pray to god above that you will forgive me Just take me in your arms and hold me all night long until you will never leave me(you'll never leave me baby)

I know, u know... that I'm sorry I never meant to hurrt you is there anything that i can do to make it up to you

I'll do anything baby...cuz im sorry I never meant to make you cry and i dont wanna say good bye I'm sorry, Sorry that i lied

I believe, that everything happends for a reasono0oo0ooo0o0oooo0ohhhhh(we know that everybody makes mistakes,and every body regret sometimes)Don't let this ruin everything that we have

I dont want you to forget how much i love you baby (i love you baby)how much i miss you baby you mean everything to me

I know, u know... that I'm sorry I never meant to hurrt you is there anything that i can do to make it up to you

I'll do anything baby...cuz im sorry and I never meant to make you cry i dont want to say good bye I'm sorry, Sorry that I LIED.

1st Ladi - Never Be Replaced

2005-03-31T04:12:00.000+08:00

Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(think that u should know),
All the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(you should know),
the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you,
yes I do(yes I do)
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
until(until)the end (the end) of time (of time)

From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
and I wanna have your kids(have ur kids)
Things could never compare to the feeling of your kisses,
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt
in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
and I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

I love you,
yes I do
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
until (until)the end (the end) of time (of time)

2005-03-31T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Wat to update today?Let Me Think..Might Be Long But If U Choose To Read It Dan U Have To Bear With My Lo So Story.Haha..

Oni slept for 2hr plus nia...Haiz..dan have to send my bro to sch for his tuition..From morning till afternoon was sitting with those aunties n my aunt for their aunties talk..haha..Dan bought straits time to see whether got any job anot but in the end waste the stupid 80cents dan leave the newspaper there..haha..

Hmm..Whole day was thinking of her...But does she know?Hmm..Dunno whether wanna msg her anot..Maybe not ba..She must be very busy now...Thought of giving up but dunno y everytime when i thought of it..I just cant make myself to give up on her..I'm just so stupid....Oni to her,My temper & attitude can be controlled..Give up or dun give up?Very lost right now..No mood to do anything right now..Haiz..

Maybe will try my best to forget her slowly ba.Dunno y..haiz..Does this way help??Really dunno...Life sux loh..y must pass through all this de..Fate...

Hmmm..now i'm gg to try n control my temper & my attitude liao..so ppl out there..Pls pls pls,dun come n step on my tail.Or else,dun need to say liao..Wanna tag my blog,Pls put ur name...Or else dun tag!Nothing much to say liao la..later see how still got anything wanna update anot loh..Got dan update or else tmr le..buaiz..

~End~

~~Trying To Give Up But Think Its Impossible~~

2005-03-30T05:51:00.000+08:00

Haiz...dunno wat am i thinking now?Thinking of her??hmm..maybe ba..haiz...just kanna nagged by my mum..Cos later have to send my bro to school at 10am cos he got remedial..Haiz..idiot loh..If i now haven slp dan i already prepare not gg to slp liao mah..Nag nag nag..Arggg..F**k!!

Hmm...Is it right to wait for her?Hmm..dunno leh..Dunno when the time may come.Maybe fast,Maybe slow or even maybe tat's impossible at all..Haiz..Everytime thinking whether does she have any feeling to me at all??Hmm...sometime really want to ask her this but just dun dare..Or maybe we'r just fated to be friends and maybe i can only be the friend who can only look after her outside..Stupid right?Haiz..Think so much also no use..Tried to forget her but aiya..seriously loh..i cant make myself to forget her even a single sec.cos she's inside my mind EVERY sec loh..Haiz..wont ask her any question bout "can u be my gf anot loh"cos everything i do is FATE!..

I like to use coin to make decision..Haha..stupid right?Cos ppl who know me know tat i dun dunno how to make decision de..Haiz..Born out,study,serve the nation,into a relationship,get marry n prepare to die..Haiz...why does human need to pass through all this thing?Being on this world is sooo wonderful,Study only need to crack our head by using our little brain to think,serve the nation is depending on ur luck(seriously)if heng,ur ns life is like heaven,if sway dan haha..life is like hell,into a relationship is the worst tat human have to pass through..it is worst dan dead..shen bu ru si..get married is still alright..but death is not so worst as into a relationship but the person beside u will felt terrible..

haha..talking crap right?hmm..anyhow write de la..haiz..still waiting for her and miss her very much loh..if i have a wish dan the wish will be with her for the rest of my life.haiz..talking nonsence again..hmm...haiz..k liao la..nth much to talk liao..just flooding my own blog..tats all..chaoz..

2005-03-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

testing testing

2005-03-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

haiz..today just went to look for job with x,his gf & ma..haha..i'm too lazy to find job liao loh..just waiting at home to wait for job to come n find me ba.haha...hmm..went to je n look for agency de but when we reach ther,the agency ppl went for their lunch liao..stupid right?haha..saw a ah beng when we were outside tat agency office..i saw him just right after we came out of the lift dan think tat he must be thinking tat we were following him ba..dan slowly n slowly,the way he walk became more n more xia lan..haha..i was looking at him from the start liao loh dan he was like peeping behind n see whether r we following him anot.haha..but aiya.wat can he wan from us..haha..hmm..so after tat,we went to gek poh n play game loh..keke..took other arcade token to play there..some can use but some cant..haha..dan after tat we went to the vcd shop to rent some vcd back..borrowed da zhi lao,the shutter,muscle heat & another one dunno wats tat cos ma bring back le..

haiz..was actually waiting for someone cos she said maybe will be coming n will let me know.haiz..i'm just so stupid loh..we r just friend oni n i cant ask much from her loh..so wat if she never come?i cant say anything wat..but if she come dan oso good la cos i really miss her very much loh.haiz..suan le la..no fate at all so just ren min loh..haiz..really dunno y i can become like this...all my fault..just being stupid..like a person who haiz.....suan le..dun wan say liao...think wont ask her out anymore liao ba..haha.. just wait loh..but nvm.lucky i got her photo.. =) but tat just can bear for awhile only...haiz..hmm..dunno wat to say..

yesterday got a msn msg from my friend??or my bro?a friend will not trust u easily but a bro will trust u no matter wat..all becos of tat stupid job things..haiz..did i blame anyone tat i kanna sack from tat job?i didnt blame anyone but just myself loh..who ask me to slp early..say le right..my body system got something wrong inside..haiz...tat day slept at 1plus(counted as early liao) dan cant get up but past few days i slept at 3 to 4 plus in the moring leh dan still can get up at 6am in the morning loh.fark!!oso dunno wat the fark they saying oso..now already lose tat job liao dan wat more u all wan me to do?beg them to give me back tat job??no loh!!not as if oni must survive on tat job loh.u all wan work dan go la..fark..my mum oso never lecture me so much when i lose tat job..think i wan ah!oni those who stayed at mental hospital dan dun wan loh..idiot!!

argggg....dun wanna say liao la!!pek chek!!!!!!!!tmr update again cos gg to find job again...byez..

~end~

~~still waiting for you~~

2005-03-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

haiz..today played mahjong AGAIN..cos last few days lose total reaching $50 liao but lucky today got win abit la..haha....haiz..tmr gg to find job liao..dunno rot at home how long already loh..

hmm..tmr have to wake up with my bro..haiz..think not going to slp liao la..will play a3 till morning liao..haha..stupid right?

yup..i oso think so..haiz..everything i did is stupid n to be blame..just wondering y am i in this world when all the blames are falling on me loh..why why why?????

haiz..think of her..wanted to see her..but just becos of one msg dan haiz..stupid phone loh.haiz........life sucks!!!hope everyday pass faster..faster old n die suan le..keke...meaningless liao...haiz..update again ba..

~end~

~~still waiting for you~~

2005-03-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

yawn...hmm..from yesterday play a3 till this morning 7plus.haha..siao liao..haiz..as usual again,thinking of her everyday..

she was playing mahjong with her friend..wanted to msg her but dun wanna disturb her..hmm,partly oso becos i playing game la.hahaha

haiz..felt so sick loh..oso dunno y.play mahjong till half way dan whole body like wanna break down liao..felt cold but not cold dan felt hot but not hot leh..haiz..arggg...pek chek leh...haiz..update again ba.buaiz..

~end~

~~still waiting for you~~

2005-03-25T04:21:00.000+08:00

yawn..just finished playing a3..hmm.addicted to tat game liao.wahaha..

haiz..still thinking of her..she went out.msg her just now but no reply..nvm loh..hmm..now logged in msn never saw her online..think she's still enjoying herself outside ba..hope she never drink much n will be more careful loh.quite worried for her.cos almost everynight she can anyhow think again.haiz..anyway think tmr she should be online le ba..

haiz..today actually was gg to find job with 2 of my friends de..but leh,all slept till afternoon dan wake up dan all come my hse slack.haiz..dan i slp again loh cos my friend using my com playing a3 mah..dan another sit there see him play.stupid right?dan meet tmr to go look for job..but hor,tmr good friday dan nobody know till another friend of mine told me.haha..so now dun need to find for job liao..evryday slack at home playing a3 can liao loh.

haiz..oso dunno i'm tired or wat?gg to break down le..tired but cant slp dan just wake up oni dan awhile can slp soundly again.haiz..oso dunno how my body system work inside.haha..

k la..update tmr ba..try to go n slp...

~End~
~~still waiting for you~~

2005-03-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm...another jobless day liao..everyday slack at home also dunno wanna do wat..Just learn a RPG game,A3.Haha..The graphic quite clear loh but i now just level 10 oni.Haha..

Hmm...Thinking of tat someone now..Also dunno why.Many things to say to tat someone but just dun dare.Haiz...Maybe i'm stupid or wat cos although know tat there's no more chances liao but still like a fool waiting for her..haiz..

~End~

~~still waiting for you~~

2005-03-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm..dunno wat to update today again.hahaha..

Haiz..today mingan came to my hse as usual to play game loh..He helped me to scan my com virus cos my com got LOTS of virus inside..haha...hmm..dan lunch time met her for lunch but she late..haha..cannot blame her la cos tat time when we met i also late mah..so.hmm..hahahaha..Luvky not wait alone,is with mingan.hahaha..

When to my hse cos i bought her a piglet loh..Dan the rest cant say liao...(Dun anyhow think cos its straight de)hee..hee..

Dan she went home and after awhile my sis called me cos she wan us to help them carry things back to our hse from my sis's bf hse loh..Very tired loh..cos hmm..Slept too much le ba.HAHAHAHA..K la..Dunno wat to say liao..update again depending on my moods..

~End~

~~Still Waiting For You~~

2005-03-21T03:32:00.000+08:00

Today was a very boring day for me...

Nothing much to update also..

Just came back from 907.Cos went there for a drink..

Very bored loh.Dunno wat to do also..Haiz..

Chatting to her,Thinking of her,Still dun wanna give up.....

Haiz....

~End~

2005-03-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz..just back from jurong point..Went to my previous company to get my pay dan go clementi to buy mac for my 2 bros..Reached home liao dan my friend called n asked me to go spa with them(2person la)which is at queens town club so i on them loh..

Hmm..first time go to this kind of place dan dunno hows is it like..but erm..its those healthy de la..not those got "special "de..haha..reached there liao dan very enjoy n relax loh..dan go suana..wah..damn hot but very shiok..haha..alot of sweat loh but still very shiok cos healthy lifestyle..

After suana we went to the nearest place to play pool..haiz..skill drop ALOT liao..kanna trash by my friend..haha..5 games dan i lose 3 games..haha..after the game,we went to the so called coffeehouse to eat something..
After eating,we went to jurong point cos they said they wanted to go for "jiao di an muo"stupid loh..i scared itchy dan still ask me go..but i never join them la..they meet another friend liao dan they 3 go dan i go kiddy palace to buy something for someone dan go back home liao..hmm..nth much to say le bah.update again..

~End~

2005-03-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

Written on a notepad!(14-03-05/monday)

HEADACHE!!Fuck loh..com cant use cos dunno is it my sis never on the switch inside her room or wat fuck..haiz..think must go get my own liao..cos now shared with my sis's bf mah..cos aiya..long story la..ARGGGG..VERY PEK CHEK!!!haiz..oso dunno wat is inside my mind?haiz..hp bill shoot till 400 plus liao this month..power right?die liao loh..but confirm will pay cos under my sis name..if dun pay dan.......DIE!!Today work was alright loh..not too many not too less..just nice..but abit hang over cos of yesterday..haha..just now went cycling with my friend to NTU.wah,the slope there was damn xiong loh...ride until leg nearly cramp sia.haha..healty lifestyle..that's the way to quit smoking slowly.. =).aiya,anyway nothing much to say bout today liao loh.just feeling tired n PEK CHEK!!
(13-03-05/sunday)
wow..this day was my worst night i think so..haha..cos we went to a nightclub which called *********(haha..cannot reveal..)that side is not our(age 18-21)type loh cos all like auntie auntie type de..haha..dan we just go there drink loh..cos we dun even need to pay anything.haha.. =)Drank quite alot loh..dan after tat when we were gg home,we took a cab erm..think is a boat ba..cos tat fucking cab keep gg up n down dan made me felt dizzy dan wanna vomit loh..dan in the end REALLY vomit n is vomit like hell..story begin=>once i get down from the cab,i vomited(1),go toilet vomited(2),dan went to sit on the chair at a coffeeshop dan stomach like stirring loh so walk to one side n vomited 3times straight(6),dan after my friends finished eating,we went back by ourself and i'm the one walking back alone cos different road with them.walk till 7-11 vomited(7)dan i sat on a chair at a coffeeshop n vomited again 4times straight(11)dan walk walk walk till to a block(9**)vomited again(12)dan walk till another block dan cant tahan so sat down again n vomited another 4times straight(16)dan tahan till i reach home go toilet vomit again(17)..WAH!!u imagine,total vomited 17times leh!!!fuck loh..dan everything inside my stomach is like gg to blow out liao..haiz..not cant drink,is tat wah piang they drink cup after cup loh..every min de leh..haiz..
legend => (*) = vomited how many times liao!!

~End~

2005-03-13T06:19:00.000+08:00

HAIZ..GOOD MORNING EVERYONE..me now dan reached home.haiz..very tired lor..where should i start leh?hmm..start from today ba..

(12-03-05)

First time went to work early in the morning by bus to factory cos usually took my friend dad car there mah..dan today never take so go alone loh..early in the morning when i'm moving out for our trip,ah keong called me n chit chat with me..so hao lian loh..tell me tat "i very free leh,now smoking."shit loh..so i told him back tat "the earth is moving loh..maybe next time ,its my turn to call him at round 10plus n say tat i going back home liao."HAHAHAHA..

Today end our trip at IMM..haha..so ask our driver to put us down at the bus 99 bus-stop lor.In the end leh,i overslept inside the bus n went back to the same place.Alight n take bus again..SHIT!!..haiz..but not going home la..cos my mum called n said there's a guy who din came for work so ask me to stand in loh..WAH LAU,so tired liao still ask me work but i bo bian loh..work loh..wat to do..haiz..after i knock off from work at coffeeshop dan went home liao..dan my friend deming came n took his key which he left it at my house yesterday night.So i went to bath n went down to jurong tang market with him to find ppl loh..So we spend our night over there rotting.HAHAHAHA...

Dan bout erm...forgot wat time liao la..haiz..kanna a msg from my ex(candy)telling me her problem with my bro(james)haiz..fuck loh..really dunno wat the fuck u two doing de leh.i know u two sure will read my blog de so i dun scare tat u will see this..If u 2 really so angry with each other dan delete away from ur msn n friendster la.dan dun be friend liao lor.aiyo..dan somemore my hp low batt liao..already so pek chek liao dan still got this type of thing happen.haiz..pls la..really pls ok?If bu he dan delete away each other from ur msn n friendster..this is the best way liao..

Around 2plus..police car go pass the market dan stop behind n come n screen us loh..haha..tat policeman told us he work there for 3yrs liao dan my friend look at him n was telling us tat "work 3yrs liao still wearing uniform ah?comfirm is those lousy type de."hahahaha..so funny..

Dan after being screen,we went back home liao loh..dan got a uncle asked us to wear nice nice,wear sport shoe tmr(13-03-05/sunday)cos he wanted to bring us out n drink..haiz..heard from my friend tat once go out with him sure fight de..wanna go?hmm..think so..see whether my friend got give me a call anot loh.anyway..stop here liao..will update again if i'm happy..

The rest past few days leh,I'm not gg to update anything loh..cos i got nothing much to say bout it..Buaiz..

2005-03-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Time to update myself le.HAHA

(Today/05-03-05)

erm..wake up at 3plus dan msg sabrina.haha..she with her mum at JP.But when i get up,wah piang my arms ache sia.cos of yesterday job.long time never carry heavy goods liao dan now felt pain,lousy hor?haha.Hmm.meet her at 500plus which is near her house to have my breakfast cum lunch there.haha..ate chicken rice with the oily vegetable all by myself dan sit there talk talk loh.When we left tat table,I forgotten to take my newpaper.HAIZ..forgetful leh.Dan walk to her void-deck there n chit chat..HAHA..quite fun..bcos of her i never smoke cos she never smoke dan she dun like the smell mah.Chat till 9plus dan i took cab back to nam tai(central)to take my thing,eat my dinner alone n went back home loh.Very fun chatting with her cos we were playing around under the void-deck.HAHA.Reached home liao but nth to do so online loh.Dan online liao oso nothing to do..Stupid right?haha..

~EnD~

(04-03-05)

Wake up at 6:35am cos ah keong asked me to go work with him for a day oni.Stupid right?Y a day oni?haiz..But i still manage to wake up in time la..Walk to his house there cos he ask me faster..dan waited so long for him there leh.HAHA..actually not so long la.Just bout erm..5-10mins nia.HAHAHAHA..Dan off we go to work but is by ah keong father car cos he send us there..Reached ther liao dan realise tat the job sending frozen food loh.haha..but quite fun la but must see which lorry we follow la cos not all driver are the same loh.Dan we slack alot loh.Everytime ah keong ask me where r we dan everytime we oso at coffeeshop drinking loh.HAHA..dunno is come to work or play..but overall fun which i can say for this job.After i knock off,went back home n deming came to my hse loh.Awhile oni la dan off i go to raffles to meet another friend for job liao.Dan at there till 11plus reached home round 12plus loh.

~EnD~

(06-03-05)

was surppose to meet sabrina at central coffeeshop(964) at 11 plus de but cos i overslept dan ended up she called me n guess how many missed call n msg i received from just her alone?? 70 MISSED CALLS & 6 MESSAGES.power right?haha..Dan met her at prime bus-stop,kanna scream by her loh..dan kept saying sorry to her.HAHA..dan we went to coffeeshop(964)n have our lunch there.Her mum came n we sat there n chit chat loh..Dan after tat we went to JP n watch movie.name is wat series of unfortuanate events ah..erm..from wat i can say is quite a stupid show loh.but she wan watch dan i go loh.hee..hee..Dan after the show,we walk walk round Jp dan after tat i send her back home...dan after go home le.

~EnD~

2005-03-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm..finally quite free to update liao..Today is my first day which i never work..staying at home so sian..also dunno wanna find wat job.Haiz..next week ROM dan asked me to go dan actually asked me to find my gf go dan no gf how to go..HAHA..so asked my friend to come along with me loh..this few days very tired..cos go song ka till morning 6-7plus dan reach home dan aroung 11 plus still have to wake up n bring my brother go take school bus dan work at 2pm..haiz..but lucky now over liao.anyway now have to find a job n REALLY go for my licence liao..hahahaha..said so many times but kept fail to do it.So shit..haiz..dun say liao..anything dan update again..buaiz...

2005-02-24T04:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm..quite some times never update my blog liao..HAHA..cos went to song kah(funeral).Friend grandfather pass away,haiz..First day went there lose $50plus,second day lose $100 but at 5am plus we won back around $30plus dan still lose $70plus loh.dan today third day,hmm..quite lucky at first cos we share(kup)dan got 1 friend very lucky dan actually won bout $160 liao dan play $50 loh..Dan leh,haiz..in the end lose back but never lose my own money la..Just lose bout $10 dollars nia..HAHA..Still got 4 more days for the funeral n 4 more days dan i never work le..Haiz..still haven got a job yet..DIE LIAO AHHH..But anyway never care much loh..haiz..everyday looking inside newspaper n straits time for job.HAHA..2 days late for work liao..haiz.dan my lady boss kao bei le..but i dun give a damn..wan she sack me loh..HAHA..siao liao..k la..gg to slp le..update again when i'm free..buaiz..

2005-02-20T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm..few days dan post 1 time can liao..cos lazy..haha..so start from yesterday(18/02/05,friday night)

After i knock off from work was suppose to go devils de but in the end cos i "leong" liao cos work till end of this month oni dan they suggest to bring “色酒” to my house n drink loh.Dan in the end,my friend ( 魔女) wanted to come up dan ask her buy 2 bottles of tiger loh.After tat,we played the "dai di" dan me n 2 of my campmate "pa kag" n kept win her loh..HAHAHAHA..so fun..dan after a few rounds,she(魔女) went home liao dan 3 of us go coffeeshop(964)n eat our supper loh..

After our supper,while we were walking home,my dad called cos i promise them will help them buy minced meat noodle for them(dad,alan & bb)so i ran back to the coffeeshop n help them buy.

After i got my 3pkts of minced meat noodle,i walk in a fast speed back to where my 2 of my friend was dan half-way,i was stopped by a indian guy.I thought tat he was thinking tat i'm following him dan the first thing he said was"Brother,can lend me lighter"dan i lend him loh.thought lend him liao dan can get off but he wanted a cigarette from me n so i gave him 1 stick loh.dan same thinking,wanted to get away cos he very smelly loh.Whole body got alcohol smell,haiz..

But i'm wrong,he kept talking to me n know wat??he was holding a bottle of beer in his hand.The first thing tat came to my mind was....He might use tat bottle of beer to hit me n rob me or watever shit la.HAHA..stupid right?dan i entertain him n ask him to walk as he talk till my where my friends was,i was observing his bottle of beer in his hand cos he might assault me suddenly,dan he stopped again n trying to think something n hole me n when i turn over,i looked at his hand of bottle again..HAHAHA..Dan when he saw my friends,he kept talking n dun wan me to go.!!So we just walk off loh..Wah piang..yet he tell me tat someone is killing him n wat "maybe u saw me in newspaper before"all sorts of nonsense..FxxK loh!!

Dan after we reached home,my friend wanted to go look for him again cos we got nothing in our hand liao mah..Dan i told him loh,cos tat guy did'nt do anything harmful to any of us n he's already very drunk dan just hack care loh..dan we oso said tat IF we happen to see him when we looking out of the window dan tat means he is fated to let us beat liao..haha..anyway,nothing happen to any of us loh..

~the end~

Happenend on 17/02/05

2005-02-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm..today was our stall off day..meaning the whole stall of ours never open..cos yesterday(16/02/05) was 初八dan need to pray mah..dan after praying,i went to my ex house n play mahjong with her sis n her friend..all girls.hahahaha..but so wat?just playing mahjong oni mah..haha..played two rounds dan oni win $4 cos we play small small oni..20cents - 40cents..haha..dan in the end played till 5:50am went home..send her friend home liao dan go home straight..reached home bout 6 plus dan on my stupid com n know wat?the speaker volume was LOUD!!dan alex(my brother)woke up n tell me tat he got to go to sch..haha..lucky for the com speaker..if not,i oso dunno de got to go school de..dan after tat......bye..sleep le loh..

Woke up at 3plus,start mahjong session with my parent n alan(sis'bf)..won abit oni..never count..dan my ex called me n told me she on the way to my house with her daughter liao..
Hee..hee..saw her daughter..(pic at the left side of my blog)took a few photo of her daughter..Wan see??Look inside my friendster ba.. email is jonathan_su2003@yahoo.com.sg
ok la..dun talk liao..tmr still need to give my friend a morning call at 8am..if not,she gg to kill me le..buaiz..

2005-02-15T03:52:00.000+08:00

Haiz..today is valentine's day..no gf so never go out..actually meeting someone but tat person got cca BUT after cca kanna put aeroplane..haiz..shit right?Ask to knock off early just because of tat person but yet end up spending the day in my kampong(jurong area)..haiz..Aiya,forget it..used to fetch aeroplane liao cos ppl oni put me aeroplane..haiz..sad..

After knock off,went to find my friends at 907 coffeeshop dansit there a while dan go home liao..when reach home,saw my family playing mahjong dan i asked my mum to get up n i help her play..dan in the end oni play awhile but got win abit la dan go 964 coffeeshop n look for my another friend cos he(malaysian) brought his gf over to singapore dan wan let me see mah..so i went down..

Reach there liao dan drink again..haiz..wanna die liao..this few months kept drinking n drinking till my mum told me tat my room got 酒蚊..cos when i drink dan whole room can smell it..not vomit la..just normal loh..drink half-way,my ex called me n can heard tat she's very sad..but wat can i do?The moment i heard her voice,she cried..dan i very scare girl cry de dan yet she cry..haiz..even jam...dunno wat to say but oni ask her dun think too much..not worth it de lah..dan put down the phone liao dan start drinking again till 3plus..so here am i writing to post it..got to go n slp liao..if not,"tmr" cant wake up again..hahahaha..i'm a nanny cos i need to bring my little brother go eat n take school bus..buaiz... (-.-)Zzzz

黄品原 -- 你怎么舍得我难过

2005-02-13T03:52:00.000+08:00

对你的思念是一天又一天，孤单的我还是没有改变，

美丽的梦何时才能出现，亲爱的你好想再见你一面，

秋天的风一阵阵的吹过，想起了去年的这个时候，

你的心到底在想些什么，为什么流下这个结局让我称受，

*chorus*

最爱你的人是我，你怎么舍得我难过，

在我最需要你的时候，没有说一句话就走，

最爱你的人是我，你怎么舍得我难过，

对你付出了这么多，你却没有感动过。

*repeat all again*

*repeat chorus again*

周杰伦 -- 借口

2005-02-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

翻着我们的照片，想念若隐若现，
去年的冬天，我们笑得很甜，
看着你哭泣的脸，对这我说再见，
来不及听见，你已走得很远，
也许你已经放弃我，也许已经很难回头，
我知道是自己错过，请再给我一个理由说你不爱我。
就算是我不懂，能不能愿谅我，
请不要把分手当做你的请求，我知道坚持要走，
是你受伤的借口，请你回头，我会陪你，
一直走到最后，就算没有结，我也能够承受，
我知道你的痛，是我给的承若，
你说给过我宠容，沉默是因为包容，
如果要走，请你记得我。
*repeat all again*

2005-02-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmm..got a few days never post this stupid things liao..hahaha..dunno wat to say oso..cant remember too much things n mention pass few days things cos memory not good..haiz..still dunno how to design this stupid blog but nvm la..plain black with just a few posting can liao..
talk bout today first..actually asked from my lady boss permission to let me work on monday morning which is valentine's day so tat can go out de..but now dun need le..still will work morning shift but not gg anywhere le.shit!!hate ppl who lied n cheated me!!
new year 初一 night,i can spend total 100 plus liao..haiz..
dan new year 初二 thought go work get three times pay..but oso kanna bluff..oni give me $88 ang bao money..cheater right?lucky i work till end of this month..
valentine's day..haiz..wats tat?just a normal day for those no gf like us..hahahaha..just trying to 安慰自己...got to go liao..buaiz..

2005-02-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

today (04/02/05),haiz..today mood was quite alright loh...haha.while working this afternoon..was drinking with my friend.its was my own decision lah..erm..oso dunno wat to say..whole day never msg her..cos no matter how many msg i send her.the answer is still the same..so no point..heard from my bro opinion.he told me dun take relationship into work..relationship is relationship,work is work..ya,quite true..tat's y today i dun wanna msg her..trying not to think anymore le..now reached home le..but inside msn,got a siao char bor kept irritating me..haiz..think she really siao liao..oni know hot to click my name n start scolding this n tat like nobody business..but aiya..forget it..just a stranger to me..HAHAHAHA..

2005-02-04T05:15:00.000+08:00

Haiz..today oso no mood...very sian..got a cough n flu for VERY long liao..but still haven recover..never eat medicine cos just hate medicine..today send me those msg..haiz..was just saying if mah..y take it so serious?till not..one chance oso dun have liao..nvm loh..haiz..went to ktv with 3 of my friends(ktv near our house de lah)dan sang those sad song oso feel sad..never drink much cos although knew tat no more chance liao oso listen to her..wan quit drinking liao..if can,oso wanna quit smoking..so ex sia..reaching $10 per pack liao..My friends n sis asking y i'm sad but i just keep quiet cos i dun wan anyone to know it cos i hate comments.haha..anyway haiz..just walk one step see one step loh..wat to do?gtg..quite tired liao..mybe tmr will be better..(ming tian hui gen hao)

2005-02-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

today on 01/02/2005 is a farking day..haiz..cant get into internet cos internet got some prob..dunno y,should ask my sis cos its her bf who took tat stupid stuff..2nd is when i'm working..my boss n lady boss quarrel oso dunno of wat cso i'm taking order outside the stall..dan when i call out for my order..she shouted at me n said wanted to off the light n close stall..fuck right?none of my buisness if she wanted to off the light at tat time..dan somemore...thinking bout my personnal prob oso..haiz..farking shit.!!!everytime kanna for nth by her..lucky tat i work till end of this month dan never work liao..
Many Many Things Had Happened Which I Don't Want It To Happen.
Esp tat fried chichken stall at tat coffeeshop.actually i wanted to take over it but must find someone to support me tat money..think have to wait for tmr answer..gtg..bye

2005-01-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm..this is my first time creating this stupid things..haha..just wanna try it out..so this text is just for testing.. =)